Pink Floyd founder, Syd Barrett, who died this week of diabetes at the age of 60, was not only a visionary musician whose career ended when he took too much LSD, but he was the inspiration for his bandmates successful studies of madness.

WISH YOU WERE HERE

finally ive been able to upload my recent art! i borrowed a friends camera and have been taking pictures of my art left right and center hahaha. soon ill be taking it to school and photographing the art thats there.
so expect more to come soon!

in my last journal entries ive been whingin and complianin about a girl i love who decided to go wit another guy. well ive learnt to deal with my shit and realised that the worlds not ending, haha. ive gained an awesome new friend, and u noe wat they say: its better to have loved and lost than never have loved at all. that shit is so true!

keep it real ppl!

ok, obviously i was lost in my own little dream land where i thought shit was made of fairly floss. but thats what you get from having faith and believing in a brighter future with her. but i guess its not gonna happen. i noe ill never find anyone like her again and ill miss that, ill miss her. like ive never missed before, but i gotta move on because the world's not gonna stall for me and make things happen that only dreams are made of.
i dreaded living my nightmare and waking up from a sweet sweet dream to face the cruel world alone again. and thats what happened.
all i need is good friendship to help me through this and a lot of alcohol... hahah, not really. i noe alcohol will just make it worse.
i noe what i need, i need a change of scenery. i need somewhere new to go, to account for it. to change my feelings.
it was just so good, and she made it seem like it would last forever. but it didnt, she made that clear.
it was all just so perfect. the only thing that went wrong was that she loved someone else at the same time. she had to make a decision, she chose him.
in my eyes she was a dream come true, some one i can say anything to, be anything for, be everything for.
why doesnt it ever work out, i dont get it. its like pushing a square through a circle in my mind. its starting to fit, but it will always get stuck. the square will never fit the circle in my mind.
but it wasnt my decision to make.
i just hope it was the right one, i hope all of this, all of this pain was for a good result, for the bigger picture.
she took me to heaven but dropped me as soon as i really started to hold on. the impact on earth was so strong that i went straight through to hell. now im back in limbo, back and boring again.

i hope i meet someone else, someone better. someone where the square fits the cirlce, where the circle turns into a square to fit.
i just dont know if thats goin to happen.
ill never know and cant make myself belive its going to happen right now.
i hope someone can make me feel the way she did again. because without that my cup is still half empty.

half empty again.

when you got the blues over a chick, what do you do? when she says that she loves you, says she thinks that your her soulmate. and you know she's not lying. but she goes off with her x boyfriend. i dont understand whats going on in her mind. should i try keep away from her and see if she comes to me, or should i try and try and try to get closer with her? i rekon i should keep away from her, but im afraid ill lose her. but in noe that if i dont take the chance things will never change and she'll stay with her x. but also, i dont want to hurt her, like she hurt me. and i dont want to end up just being friends, or more than friends, just not bf gf type friends. i want to be everything for her.
im not sure what to do, and a little experienced advice would help.
thanks ppl